Peace, joy, love is within
Need to unlearn some lessons
to uncover my inner peace
Need to divorce from fears to expose my joy
Need to validate myself to access my love
These ingredients and action steps
form the best me.
My Chemical X
Tag: joy
Dear you…
Dear you,
You are good. Your essence, your being, your instincts provide me with a warmth that I was unsure I could ever feel.
Yet your pain, your experiences of disappointment, your memories of betrayal inhibit the pure joy we can experience with each other.
Being with you is right. Spending time out of my life with you is worth majority of my time. Yet trust is needed to be ourselves within the moments we are in each other’s presence.
You are enough for the presence of my joy.
Release those other thoughts so that our connection can be so powerful that our breaths are taken away.
Know me fully…get to know all of me so you can understand how strong our connection really is.
Admiration is the initial steps, but understanding and acceptance is the key to unlocking the magic we can create.
Secret wishes I’m jotting in hopes the atmosphere solidifies them in our next encounter.
With sincerity,
Your friend
Quarantine Bae
In a fight to be that somebody for you
Never stopped to think if I even wanted you to be my somebody
The focus always on what you needed
Ignoring what I really needed
More you, not I is what made our we work
A recipe that tasted good to me but had bitter aftertaste
Your satisfaction guaranteed
An IOU, your gift to me
Receipts of genuine admiration
Enough to provide reminiscing sensation
Our memories a treasure that only our minds have the map to
Appreciative of our time even if it came with an expiration date
Knowing there was an end allowed for freedom of self
Not afraid to show you all of me
Just worried which part made you flee
Wish I can send you a survey
So I can learn from my mistakes
Your feedback is always appreciated
The reason I committed
Good souls greeting each other
For a period of time
Cementing memories of lessons and joy
Siren Call
Look, your time would be better spent with me.
Forget work.
Forget priorities.
Forget obligations.
Forget time, with me.
I know what you need because I need it too.
I know what you like because I like it too.
So come on.
You will be okay.
Spend time with me.
Show me what I see in your eyes.
Do what is in your mind…with me.
(If there were no negative consequences, would you join me without hesitation?)
You would enjoy our time together, which may be your fear.
Sometimes I think you hesitate because you know deep down that you would enjoy yourself in a whole new way if you let go of your inhibitions with me… and that is one of your biggest fears. That is what keeps you up at night. That is what makes you feel guilty even though you haven’t even done anything. The fact that you know this to be true is what keeps you questioning your every action around me.
Well I don’t want to be your source of guilt or restriction…
I want to be your friend in fun.
I want to be your leader of peace…
your explorer of self…
your co-captiain in experiencing joy.
Mild and Free 